I guess all I really ask of you, the reader, is patience in these ramblings as I grow up and get closer to becoming who I feel I am somewhere deep down. My nature is to be ambivalent, but my stubbornness forces my apathy - my emotions are therefore either exaggerated to make me choose one or subdued into moments of "whatever's".
And.. that's all the back story I'll be giving. ;) This blog isn't meant to be focused on the past, but rather on the present in an attempt to-- heh, the first instance of me talking too much about something in here.
Well.. let's go!
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And it started one ordinary day with a "Hello". . .
Several days ago I went on a trip with other people I knew. It was amazing! ha. In fact, it was all I could talk about for a couple days, even though I tried not to since I knew people who didn't go wouldn't care too much to continually hear about it. But.. something happened on that trip which gave me this feeling of protection that only comes through self-acceptance (or something along those lines). I felt so free! haha. Free to be me, the real me, and was such without any strenuous looking and searching.
I love those people. /bow Very much. They are those friends you find once in a lifetime. As a group, it clicked perfectly. Yet, as individuals, they are still entirely unique. I won't pick anyone out specifically to speak more of, out of respect for the whole group, just...
It was fun. :) And I miss them.
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