Act 11 - "Rekindle"

"I love him so much, Jared. But I know it's just.. hopeless.." "Atleast you have someone you've liked for so long." "What do you mean?" "It's like.. if he told you to stop liking him, though maybe not directly.. and this happened again and again." "But it's hopeless!" "Still has 'hope' in it. Atleast you've got that."
-Steph and Me, years ago

No work today after all as dad settled bank problems and whatnot. Tomorrow, ha.
Time with the guys tonight.. it was good. IHOP with several of them after playing kickball (with a basketball..) at our old high school - though, one of us still goes there *cough*. That's.. about it.

I guess we're all trapped in nostalgia today. Mulling things over with them.. Though it's sometimes difficult to get my guys (and gals) out of the muddle, I know I must, heh. It is an inherent trait of mine to bring things to a "happy medium"; we'll get there. We must.

Rufus Wainwright - "Hallelujah" [this about sums up our moods when in deep introspection]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMrZ7lChK-g
http://www.stlyrics.com/lyrics/shrek/hallelujah.htm

(IHOP. andrew.. gettin poked by chris, ha)